Saturday, March 3, 20078:57:00 PM
I will remember today... The first day i cried cause of him...
8:29:00 PM

He said I'm an extra... I know he said that he sent wrongly... But I can't help but getting sad... I cried a little also... Should I forgive him or not? I know i should... But... Never mind... I don't know how to explain... I've not reply to him for more than an hour... Cause I don't know what to say... Maybe he doesn't even know that I never smsed him... Maybe he is busy smsing the person he smsed just now... Feeling heartbroken... An extra... Can't help but cry when writing this also... U must think i am crazy... Well... Maybe I'm not... But I know I'm silly... Silly enough to think about this... I should be worrying about my school grades instead of this... So far... I think all my grades are below my expectations... C5 for history... C6 or maybe lower for chinese... The rest I'm not too sure... But the only thing I'm happy about is my literature marks. I got second in class. Maybe cause it was easy... I'm such a failure... I shouldn't be living in this world at all... I have no purpose here... I think I'm gonna...