Sunday, August 10, 20089:04:00 PM
oh and by the way..
HAPPI BIRTHDAY REBECCA!! lols..
turned 14 ler.. haha..
8:59:00 PM
i thought saying it out would be better.. but it doesn't.. makes me more sad.. more angry.. haii.. wat the f*** is wrong with me.. haii.. seriously i need help.. haii.. not that it would help anyway.. i tried toking to myself.. haii.. and my bro tot i was going crazy.. haii.. i dono la.. haii.. i tried toking to diff ppl.. haii.. but it doesn help.. haii.. makes things worst.. haii.. maybe ignorance is really bliss.. if i didn saw it.. if i didn hear it.. if i didn even know it.. i may have been happier.. haii.. i'm goin emo again.. haii.. stupid mood swings.. stupid me.. stupid everything about me.. haii.. nevermind..
why can't we be like other people..haii..whycan'tichange..whycan'tistopallthesenonsense..haii..i'msuchadisaster..
8:31:00 PM
changed skin.. haha.. was too bored with my old one.. and too emo too.. haha.. but i think this skin also emo de.. haha.. but at least it's white!! yay white!! not blackie!! haha.. lols.. i wanna be more happier!! wheeeeeeeeeeee... next time i find more colourful de.. AND WITH BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONS. YAY!! haha.. i sot diao le.. lols.. haha.. maybe cause the show and share is coming.. such a scary thing.. T.T haii.. I WANNA BE BACK STAGE NARRATOR CAN??? T.T i got stage fright i tink.. haii.. i hope not.. T.T
buaiibuaii XD
i don't wanna spoil things.. haii.. i just wanna forget.. let my those painful memories.. fade.. away..
5:49:00 PM
lols.. my feet and hands are freaking cold now.. maybe cause i'm under the fan for a long long long long long long long long time and im wearing short and shirt.. quite thin.. haii.. sneezing liao.. omg.. haii.. the previous post is just something i thought of and i just wrote it out.. haii.. lalalalalalalalalala..
5:25:00 PM
was blog hopping for like 1h and i stopped at one of my friend's blog.. i read all of my friend's posts.. my friend as emo as me sia.. it was like lookin at another me.. haii..
cheer up bahs.. watever trouble you have will go away.. maybe not now but some day it will just fade away.. and looking back, u will think it's silly.. haii.. that always happens to me.. haii.. but i know everyone is not the same.. and your problems are different from mine.. but.. cheer up bahs.. smile smile!! 大雨过后，会是晴天!
feeling so retarded.. emo person comfort another emo person.. so weird.. heh..
maybe it's cause im seeing some one becomin like me..and i know how painful it is..at least she has many friends to comfort and make her happy..that's a good sign..
