Friday, May 16, 20089:16:00 PM
i cannot cry at home... my mom will find out about it...and i cannot let her know until the paper can be brought back home...i should have cried more in school when i had the chance....haii... lose it and regret it... haii...will be emo-ing the whole weekend... if some one could make me happier or counsel me or something...i would love that person... but no one can...no one will... not even......one..
8:44:00 PM
my life stinks...my results stinks....since results = life...(for now)my life is useless...history: 35/100Chinese paper2: 45/90Si han: 14/20 (or izzit 12... forgot)Chinese compo: 45/70 (i think so... is 40++)English compre: 10/25Maths: 63/80Science: 60/100 (damn disappointed...)see my freaking lan results... i wan tu4 xue2 already...zhe wei said if history get f9... should find building jump liao...should i jump in school... or jump somewhere else?who knows a very very very high building? other than 101...haii... some one... please lend me your ear...i just wanna say things out...i just want some one to listen...and not comment... and keep what i say a secret...i just need some one like that...i tried talking to a few people le...one talked about their own results (which was higher than mine)...and say that he/she failed... when i'm the one who really failed...felt kind of insulted... really felt that way...i couldn't say anything... i don't want to hurt he/she like he/she hurt me...not really a good feeling... another tried comforting me... which was good... i felt better... but i still feel lousy inside... but at least he/she made me feel better...i hope what i wrote doesn't offend anyone... i just wanted to have somewhere/someone to say it all out...and i chose blog... this is a damn sad post.... haii...
