Saturday, August 9, 200812:48:00 PM
i'm getting all jealous again.. why why why why do i have to be like this.. haii.. i just cannot tahan bahs.. even the smallest things.. i also mind.. haii.. i'm so.. closed minded.. haii.. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. i'm so mad at myself.. i'm so mad.. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. why why why why why why why why am i like thissssssssssssssssssssss.. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
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haii.. i wanna hit something.. i wanna bite something.. i wanna cut something.. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. im so imperfect.. haii..
i'm sorry i keep disappointing you.. maybe you're right.. even if u tell me i won change at all.. cause i'm just like that.. but i really want to.. I REALLY WANT TO.. i know you won't believe it.. so it's no point.. no point to ask for punishment.. no point saying sorry.. no point at all.. haii.. T.T just no point at all.. im so imperfect.. im so uninportant.. im so hopeless.. haii.. but im a human too.. cant you just say 'i like the way you are..' or just be there when im sad.. comfort me when im sad..