Tuesday, November 4, 20089:22:00 PM
I slacked the whole day.
I'm back to the emo me again..
I just can't kick it i guess..
I think i went emo 'cause of the dream i had..
too much memories at one go..
so the whole day even though i looked like i watched tv..
i was actually emo..
kept thinking of stuffs i didn't want to think..
then i kept hitting myself when i thought about them..
so now my forehead got blueblack le..
but my fringe cover it.. so nobody saw it..
and yes huizhen!! I CUT MY HAIR!! WOOHOO!! :D
sigh.. i keep seeing msn contacts..
keep thinking about stuffs.. sigh..
argh!! i think tonight going to sleep after midnight again..
sigh.. someone teach me how to keep those thoughts away..
okay i admit i miss him alot.. so much that i actually cry sometimes.. sound retarded right.. sigh.. i hate myself alot now.. really hate myself..