Saturday, May 10, 20088:32:00 PM
Do you know?Staring at your picture
at where we first met,
The smile you had,
I would never forget.
But nothing I did
could stop me
from thinking of you every night.
You’re always on my mind.
The days would be perfect
if we‘re together.
You were everything,
everything to me.
I just want you to know
that I've been trying to let you go.
Some days I made it through,
however, there are nights that I’d still think of you.
I wish that I could believe,
that one day you'll come back to me.
But sad to say
it won’t be today.
I just want you to know
all the doors are shutting,
and I'm going to move on.
But deep inside,
I wish it was still back then.
My pillows are wet,
from the day you slipped away.
And since I lost you, I lost myself.
But I can't fake it,
there's no one else besides you.
this is the poem i wrote for literature...
my second attempt... 'course i failed the first one...
enjoy... i hope.....
8:15:00 PM
i hate life... what's the point of living?
why was there living things in the first place?
if there wasn't such things...
if there was nothing...
what would it be like?
when i die...
what would happen?
things i wanted not to happen...
has happen...
things i have been trying to change...
doesn't work...
things i have been trying to hide...
is being known...
who would be cruel enough to make life?
-whatever i though would happened... happened...
7:44:00 PM
i don't know what's the problem with me nowadays...
mood change so fast... and cannot control...
today got a bit worse... i started crying for no reason...
just watch tv then suddenly cry...
i wasn't even thinking about anything sad...
wasn't even watching anything sad...
i think i really going mad...
haii... for tiniest things i get angry, sad....
haii... i think... i really mad already...
currently studying to distract me abit...
but not really of much use... haii...
-i don't even have anyone to talk to about these days...no one bothers... i guess...
