Wednesday, August 27, 20088:10:00 PM
TIME FOR HAPPI NEWS!!1. I GOT 71%++ FOR MY OVERALL!! IT'S MY FIRST TIME GETTING 70%++.. YAY!!
2. I GOT 93% FOR SCIENCE!! WOOHOO!! YAY!!even though it's minor stuff to people.. but it's big stuffs for me!! yay!! haha.. =D
iloveyou~ <3
7:19:00 PM
lols.. rough day today.. haii.. went to school with emo mood.. listening emo songs.. walking slowly.. haii.. i woke up early.. and i left home early.. then i was reading twilight.. cause i dowan use my brain think.. then i read until i reach tanah merah.. and i walked up.. i reached school at about 6.50am+ bahs.. i put my bag then immediately came out of the class.. i wanted to wait for yijing to come school at the steps thr.. yupps.. and so coincidentally.. i saw.. then i walked quickly.. haii.. mary im taking up your habit.. running away.. now is really running away.. haii.. still too awkward to see.. i so badly wanted to say hi.. but im afraid....the reaction will be not wat i expected.. then i... yupps.. so i went to wait for yijing.. i saw her taking her bag la.. as usually.. haha.. yupps.. and i told her i crack her disc.. just to see her reaction lor.. in the end i told her i crack her cover nia.. yupps.. haii..
morning devotion was still as normal.. and the first lesson was english.. we went to the geog room to have english.. was very cooling.. and she split the class up.. those who finished the compre to one side.. and those who didn't go to the other side.. i finished my compre.. so i was thr lor.. everyone was snatching places.. cause no one wants to sit beside ben.. so the table i went to had linting, shenghui,yanjun,jeffrey and menghowe.. it was better than ben's la.. the suey person was yangwei.. we were supposed to pair up to do a compo in point form la.. hmmm.. shenghui was like.. 'rachael i pair with you..' then nvm lor.. i dowan do alone also.. so i did with him.. then we talked about stuffs.. mostly.. about bgr stuffs.. and about his own one as well.. hmmm.. he's very strong.. all boys are like that izzit? hmm.. then how i wish i was as strong as a boy.. then i won be so pathetic.. haii.. im tokin crap.. i still like being a girl.. yupps.. he told me sth.. and i got all upset..
i told yijing about it.. then she started to counsell me.. lucky it was chinese period.. or else.. i will not be concentrating lor.. haii.. while she counselled me.. i was crying.. maybe cause the fact that what she said was reli true.. all these while i tried to deceive myself about the facts she said.. but wat i reli got engrave in my head was the give and take part.. 'it's all about giving and taking.. not one always give and one always take..' and i starting thinking.. then i realised.. im in the wrong as well.. guess these all started cause of wat i did.. and wat i should have done a long time ago.. even though i cried alot and it was in front of my classmates as well.. i didn't felt like embarrassed.. i had a feeling they were like 'jiay0u-ing' for me.. that made me stop crying.. i wanna thank again yijing, shenghui and desmond.. reli reli reli dono how to thank u enuff.. next time u got problems.. or need help.. i will help u.. thanks!! yijing.. maybe u should consider full time counsellor.. lols.. u sure damn successfull de.. maybe u can be like teenage de kelly.. give advices.. yupps.. u sure will help alot people de..
after all these that happen.. i reli want to change myself for the better.. haha.. and im definitely will be stronger.. much stronger than before..
buaiibuaii..
even though i wasn't a christian or even believed in God before.. i prayed to him.. sort of telling him all my troubles.. after that.. i felt relieved.. and not alone anymore.. and today he sent angels(friends) to comfort me further..this may sound silly.. but it reli was nice feeling.. haha..
5:44:00 PM
thanks people for comforting me today..
thanks those who tried to cheer me up today!!
especially yijing, shenghui, desmond!!
yijing!! thank for your advice.. even though some i don reli get it..
shenghui desmond.. thanks for acting so silly to make me smile..
and also.. give me encouragement.. haha.. yupps..
MY FRIENDS!! HAHA.. lols.. =D shenghui..
ur 'story' was real sad.. haii.. lalalalala..
buaiibuaii..
