Wednesday, May 23, 20079:17:00 PM
2day i veli sad... felt lik an extra... didn tok 4 an hour++... onli smsed... walked... listen music... no1 bothered me... its a nice feeling... but it hurts... ohh well... mayb im tinkin too much... tinkin way too much... it rain again... love te rain h8 te wetness... =.= told ghost stories in te bus on way 2 te library... kindda nice... but dono 2nite will got nitemare anot... i h8 it... i feel insecure... i h8 it when no1 replies me... i h8 it when im lonely... i h8 it when im sad... i h8 it when my imaginations run wild... i h8 it when i get jealous... i h8 when im not me... i h8 it when i pretend im me... i h8 it when it doesn come out wat i 1ted it 2 b... i h8 it when i feel im losin my frenz one by one... i h8 it when i tried ta help sum1 but in turn get h8ted by every1 else... last of all... I H8 HUEVER TAT HAS DONE TIS TO ME!!!!!!!! I H8 EUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why muz u do tis 2 me... i h8 euu..................................................................................... its pathetic tat i cried... i muz b strong... even though im not i still muz.... or im doomed... 4eva... T^T