Wednesday, September 17, 20086:45:00 PM
09/17/2008, wednesday
Emo-ed early in the morning,
I tried not to show it.
But I don't think it worked.
I was thinking too much once again.
Whole day kept thinking about it.
Even though for quite awhile I remembered the happy times.
But soon, the emo ones came by and took over.
I didn't have the energy to do anything.
I didn't even want to eat.
But I forced myself to eat.
1packet of chicken rice, 1 hard-boiled egg, 1 prata and my dinner.
I'm still eating away.
Bloating myself won't die right?
It's not painful right?
I'm not hurting myself anyway right?
So eating my troubles away is a good way right?
At least it must be better than biting or cutting.
I really don't know what to do already.
I really want to find some one who can..
I don't know, listen to what i want to say
and don't find it silly and just listen and keep what I say a secret.
Sigh. Got so many things I want to say..
So many questions that I want answers to..
i know i'm making your life terrible..i'm sorry.. but i just can't bear the pain i am i feeling right now.. i'm sorry.. but i really want to know..why'd you had to hide from me?.. T.T
