Wednesday, July 30, 20089:05:00 PM
i'm still thinking about it.. when can i ever stop?!?! i know the chances of that happening is very little.. but people can become bad cant they? i'm so confused.. argh.. i want to cry but i cannot cry.. and tomorrow's my math's common test.. and i'm still thinking about these stuffs.. haii.. i was thinking that maybe saying it face to face would be a better solution but.. i don't think he wants to hear about it.. even if he wants.. i won't even dare to say it out.. being truthful is hard.. cause i know it will hurt him when i say it out.. haii.. I'M CONFUSED.. HELP ME.. maybe i will ask yijing to be my LC too.. sob sob.. haii.. she's good can.. haii.. YIJING!!! T.T sob sob..
-----------could you just spend more time with me..at least, more than u do with other people..i just cant help but get jealous..i know it's silly.. and you probably won't read this..but i really really need you now..please.. T.T-----------