Saturday, August 2, 200810:47:00 PM
i cannot take it anymore..
i cannot wait anymore..
why do you have to be like this?
why do i always have to be like this?
now i don't even know whether i'm doing the right thing..
the heart and the brain..
which to follow?
if i follow my heart, i would hurt myself even more..
if i folow my brain, i would hurt you and me also..
but i need a solution..
maybe i'm just to immature..
i'm not experience..
whatever i do seem to cause you trouble and unhappiness..
i've tried to let go when i really couldn't take it any longer..
but i couldn't.. i haven't given it all i've got..
people say loving some one doesn't mean we have to have him..
but.. i just couldn't bear to let go..
i'm such a failure.. maybe if you see this..
you will feel disturbed or angry or sad..
but.. i just couldn't help but do this.. i'm sorry..
if you wan to give up on me..
be my guest..
cause i'm about to give up on myself soon..
i'm low in spirit.. comfort me?
i doubt you even realise it..