i feel so out of place. only with him i feel just right. but i know we cannot be 24/7 together.. haii.. tomorrow i think i will feel bloody extra after the run.. wait, i won't feel bloody extra.. i am bloody extra.. haii.. i don't know if i should go la. even if i don't go. i also don't know what to do after the run. i'm such a loner. i'm so confused. i have the urge to.. bite.. i'm sorry.. but i really have no other way.. please forgive me.. i can't stop already.. some one please help me.. i'm going to cry soon.. nevermind.. no one can help..

i'm so dumb..
i'm so stupid..
i'm so selfish..
i'm so paranoid..
i'm so jealous..
i'm so emo..
i'm so angry..

all these emotions are in me..
how i would love to break free..
i wish some one could just sit with me..
watch me cry my heart out
and not make a sound..
i wish some one could comfort me..
tell me eveything's gonna be alright
and promise me they'll be by my side
always and forever be there for me..
i wish that they'll put aside what they're doing
and just hear me out..
i really need you can't you even guess it?


okay. i was too over emo.. haii.. i'm crying as i write this.. something's really wrong with me.. i think i having depression.. i don't know la.. but this is worse than my last time emo and it all started cause of some stupid thing.. why am i so suey this week.. haii.. i wish everything could be back to normal.. but things change for a reason.. i wonder what reason could there be?

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call me Lee or xiaoqian.
currently studying in Anglican HighCAPS.
14.. goin 15..
currently single..



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DECEMBER'08
03TH - 2K chalet!
12TH - math tuition
15TH - My maid come back!!
16TH - leslie&xiu qing's birthday
17TH - my gf, jin yi birthday!! + maths tuition
18TH - know which sch my bro go
19TH - go my bro sch
20TH - godma come visit from new zealand!
22TH - godma and louis come stay(hopefully godpa too)
23TH - bro's birthday
25TH - Christmas!!
29TH - meet jasline!! && buy the handbook? wtf is that?
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